Monday, February 28, 2005
Too tired
Everything makes me tired these days.
LTB makes me tired, mix that together with being pissed and impatient, and you get the picture. Sociology readings make me tired, I can't see myself finshing even one chapter. Comms lessons with 2 written assignments in the span of 3 hours make me so tired, I have to bite on my lip to stop myself from blowing up at my groupmates. The idea of dance lessons with my clueless feet makes me tired, and I feel stupid. Sitting with friends all around in the oh so familiar CR4, yet feeling so alone and so lost. Tired, just tired.
It's just a general draining of the life in me. Sapping out in such quick motions that every little thing just makes me feel like dropping all I'm holding onto, collapsing into one messy heap. In front of everyone who thinks I'm so collected, so held-together.
Think so? Think again.
Sometimes I wonder if it's really me speaking. Or some evil alter-ego that comes out of me when I'm too tired to even envision waking up to another day.
Out on this roadEverything changesNo, nothing ever stays the sameFaith comes and goesDreams are forsakenWe take our chances Everyday
Laid bare
at 11:37 pm
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