Wednesday, March 09, 2005

So much love around

First thing:

I got a haloscan comment box! It's below every entry, so click and start talking to me again! :)

I was thinking today, that I'm actually a pretty anti-social person. But I have a split personality, I can be extremely reclusive, yet extremely comfortable with people I have an instant connection with. And with other people who give me bad vibes from the start, it's almost near impossible for me to ever be myself in front of them. It's just me, I guess? Weird.

Everyone I become close to tells me, "I used to think you were the coldest ice-queen when we first met. But now.." Haha everyone, from friends to juniors, and even boyfriends. I'm so used to the ex-icequeen label

In SMU now, I'm really thankful it's nothing like my life in RJ. There, I really withdrew into my shell, hid from everyone and everything. Apathy in its purest form.

Of course there's Weiming. Without which nothing would be complete. Where's my missing muffin?

I'm so glad I got to know Terese! My fairy :) Save for Candice, I've never opened up to someone who was a complete stranger so quickly before. I talk to her when I'm bored, sad, angry, happy, ecstatic, crazy, crappy, moody, hungry, tired, sleepy...All the time. Elf loves Fairy! Even more than she loves Birkies :)

And Syl, my sugar, I'm addicted to her! She's amazing, what more can I say? And there's Zhong, my first friend in SMU (who always neglects me now haha), and YY the rapper who wrote a poem for me! And my dear Neighbour, whom I really treasure and fuss over. And Ron who cracks me up.. And Zhihui whom I still don't know very well, but whom I think is really cute hahaha! And Nick-Shaun and Koof too. The CR4 gang.. And in the past, Charmaine, whom I will just say I miss very very much.

And my caderas girls :) salsasalsa! Ern one of my oldest friends, Alina who makes me laugh til I have stitches, and whom I can be retarded with. Amanda who's just a darling, and sweet ol' Viv who calls all of us darlings. And who can forget our pseudo-girl Zhihon, with hair longer than mine, and who greets me with a hello bitch everytime he sees me.

What's gotten into me? I'm in such a mushy loving mood! Haha this has got to be my longest post in eons :)


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