Wednesday, December 07, 2005
She may be the mirror of my dreams / The smile reflected in a stream
Dear Chiayin,
Today was nothing short of wonderful. Thank you for your flower. It's beautiful, just like you are. It's a lovely summery orange, a lot like the way your face lights up when you smile. Here's a picture of it, just so you know how much you touched my heart.
In the span of 6 months we have opened our hearts to one another. You have seen me through smiles, laughter, tears, anticipation, dejection, jubilation.. everything that has been a part of my life, just as much as you are.
You have shown me it's okay to be living in my skin. No wait, make that OUR skin, because for everything I have gone through, or am going through, you have put your lovely feet on once before or are gently walking on now. You understand me in a way those special two or three people do. We are so alike it's scary! Not just our experiences, but our values, our goals, our disposition and inclinations. And if I were to have anyone be this way with me, it would definitely be you.
You have made me brave enough to share my heart with you, just as you have let me place my hand in yours. I trust you in a way I have never trusted before; and if I were to take a blinded trust-fall, I would do it if you told me you would catch me below.
Thank you, for everything you have done for me. Remember I am always here, always always always. You'll be flying off in two days for the U.S. of A! And I believe this will be a meaningful trip for you, even though you're setting off with a heavy heart. As always, I am here, and I will never leave your side, or let you fall too far.
I'm waiting for you to come back for Christmas. And remember, Christmas makes everything alright. It's magical, and I know you believe it. Because I do.
Love,
Celest
You are my sunshine,My only sunshine.You make me happyWhen skies are grey.You'll never know dear,How much I love you.Please don't take my sunshine away.
Laid bare
at 12:44 am
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