Thursday, February 09, 2006

Come back Celest, Celest needs you

I hope what I'm doing is correct.
Because the signals are so mixed, and I'm not exactly Miss all-held-together at this point in time.
All I know is;- to me it's worth it.
It might be something normal for most girls. I mean, heck, I know girls who jump right onto the bandwagon of their choice by taking a mindblowing step of taking initiative- but you know what? I was never one of them.

Right now I'm most afraid of the words "I don't know". Stuff a pillow in my face and suck the air out of my lungs with full-strength sleeping pills; just don't let me near those 3 words now. I hear it so much from him, and I hear it a lot from myself too when I speak to Jun about this.

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Sorry seems to be the hardest word.
Guilt seems to be easier to assume
Without the golden word.





























-I'm sorry, for my part in bringing this about.


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